•.• I knit again! •.•

Choosing this colour cos today I knit something in this pinky colour... hee hee... ^.^

Today mum was knitting some small bags for cousin, so I also start picking up knitting again..

After so many months of not touching the needle and thread, I was surprised that I still understand the knitting book, and still understand what mum says when she said short or long knit. Good foundation is very important... hahaha.... meaning I did not waste my energy of un-tying the knots the previous times, because through that, I learned more and will remember the theory in the knitting world.

=)

This is what I have done today. My first piece of complete craft...

It's supposed to be a wide table cloth, but I cleverly extract only the centre part of it and made something like this. Mum said it can be a coaster.. hehe...

Oh... I am so happy today, because I have achieved something like this which I have never achieved before, and had never thought that I would do something like this before!

=)

Thanks mum for guiding me patiently, and also thanks mum for inspiring me with all her art crafts~~

These are the small bags mum did for cousin~~ cute right? ^.^

•.• Knitting is getting more Exciting •.•

This is my second day of learning how to knit from mummy.... Today practiced for 1 hour... 

Creating knots is no longer a difficult task for me now... my challenge now is more on balancing the round shape... I have untied it for once and re-knit it once...

How do you think my progress so far? Worth how much of a rate?  =P

•.• Knitting Experience •.•

Visited the art craft bazaar at JayaOne yesterday, inspired me again towards doing handmade stuffs and designing...

Today, I've started my knitting learning class.. (finally started... hahaha.... =P)

Learning from a generous sifu -- my dearest mummy! 

Hehe... It's seriously not easy to knit using one knitter...

My right hand muscle is a bit aching now, n my left hand 2nd finger a bit sore, but I get to knit faster n it looks neater by now! After only 2 hours of practice, 3 rounds of untying and re-knitting...

=P

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•.• Gong Xi Fa Cai •.•

又好一段日子没在这里涂鸦了…… 最近工作都比较忙，除了‘累’，就好像没什么特别的事可以记录了……

时间好像过得真的很快，一转眼又过一年了！


在这新的一年里，想达成什么目标呢？想好了，记录好了，是时候开始努力向目标前进了！
=)


过年最开心的就是能看见我那两个可爱的小表妹~ 看见她们天真无邪的笑容，我的心自然就平静很多，嘻……好可爱哦~~

 来张外公所有内外孙的大合照！

幸福可以就那么简单……
=)

•.• 没人疼惜的可怜鬼 •.•

不懂什么时候变得杀伤力这么强，超negative的...感觉上之前的努力全都前工尽废了...

明明是很伤心在掉泪，却不晓得自己干嘛这么情绪化，是因为没人疼、没人爱、没人追吗？

怎么搞的？之前不是下定决心了，要专心工作、创事业，缘分等它自己找上门来吗？ 那现在呢？要怎样？

对不起，我心情不好时，杀伤力很强的，只要觉得你说的话我不想听，我就会不理你，要不然，我会说些很难听、很负面的话让你头疼，你一定会更加恨我的...所以，你还是别理我好了...

我会哭，我哭了很久，有这么可怜吗？为什么要把自己搞得那么可怜、那么可笑？有人会可怜我吗？大概不会有吧？只会弄到别人更反感而已...

白痴！

•.• New Chapter in Life •.•

Using my favourite colour, writing this to end the old chapter, and to welcome the brand new chapter in my life...

I have successfully gotten a new job within a month as I promised myself. This is the first job which I went for interview. It is somehow fated. It was initially not the first one, but because the MD of another company did not make it to the pre-fixed appointment, we did not meet up until now.

I did not come across the advertisement of this job actually. But they found me in Jobstreet instead. The boss is a very fun and energetic person. I can see that everyone working under her is happy and enjoying themselves. She is not arrogant nor bossy, I din even know that she is the boss! =.=

Well, I will be seconded to Hong Kong immediately after one week of on-job training. Which means I will be leaving by end of May 2010. 6 months time away from home, how will it be? I've never in my life leave my parents for such long!

I will definitely miss my mum and dad loads!!
I will miss Mimi a lot!
I will miss my bed with my own smell a lot a lot!
I will miss all my dear friends a lot! My closest ever primary school gang!
I will miss my best sister very very much! (but she is happy that she got a chance to go Hong Kong since I am there. =.= She's always such optimistic, which is a good thing too! haha...)
I will miss every single one of you who loves me so much here...

Someone promised me that will come back purposely to see me, cos I said I wanna see you.

I hope you will come back on purpose to see me too... but you said we can still see each other in Skype... **disappointed**

Well, I have bought my luggage bag, started to get ready all facial stuffs and body care which I need to bring over... There are so lot to prepare!! How I wish I can bring over my whole house! Hahaha..

Ya, I am so excited to see what will happen in the near future. I gotta promise myself no matter how, I will be determined and persistent in this job! Cos I can see the happy caRroT in this job! 
=)


Miss you all~~~

•.• Surprises •.•

Life is full of surprises... I love surprises, I think those are spices of life and that makes our life more colourful...

Recently, me and one of my sis quarreled, we were like primary sch kids, we snapped each other, irritate each other then we said we wanna stop being friends.. We had a really hard time, although it was just a few hours time.. But it hurts..

The next day, I went to her office, gave her a surprising birthday present with a handmade card.. we said no words and hugged then followed with tears.. Ariel was correct, if we really dun care about each other, why would we feel not happy?

After that surprise, I caught myself in a 'surprise' too, I nearly had a car accident on my way home.. I really thought that there goes my car, my vacation plans.. The car was just a few millimeter away from my door (driver's side), she had an emergency brake and I turned back to the left.. I screamed until my heart was nearly falling off through my throat!

I haven't seen the whole world yet, I haven't experienced a lot in life, haven't been in a serious relationship, haven't been in a marriage, haven't had my own family and own kids, haven't been successful in my career, haven't ease my parents' life... I still have a lot to do! 

Take one step at a time... when will it lead to my destiny of happiness?

surprises...  miracle...

•.• Back to caRroT soon •.•

I came to think whether my life is really filled with Love now? How come I feel a sense of sorrow somewhere in my heart?

Went to do something on my hair today... I believe that will in a way enlighten my day... [when you look prettier, you'll feel that your days are better and brighter! =)  ]

Being negative is so tiring... That's why I kinda forced myself to be very positive; lift up my mood daily; whenever I feel like getting angry, put a smile on my face, jokingly ease the situation...

I am trying to pull myself out from the dreamy place... need to see it clearer from the side, so that I can judge better, so that there won't be any misunderstanding...

I used to think that I know you so well; I used to think that you care about me so much; I used to think that perhaps you would be the one; I used to take things for granted. Now, it's time to re-look at the whole situation... I would not wanna say that I am totally wrong, shouldn't be so negative, should not cut my heart slices by slices just like this. All I need to do now is to observe from the side... be more objective.. without bias...

Will be back to caRroT very soon...

 

•.• 会开心起来的 •.•

时间不等人，我也不想再等了。所以，很多时候我会很快的作决定，不晓得是对还是不对？
有人说我太冲动了……也许吧？搞得现在有点不上不下的，该怎么办？顺其自然吧……不说都说了……
你还会join我们吗？不会的话，希望你能早点告诉我们，到底在拖什么？


冷淡……我没多余的精神去理会或烦恼这些了，没有了工作，才真正的感觉到工作对于自己是多么的重要！这次绝对不会再草率地接受自己不想要的工作了……要找一份自己在工作以后还会有时间做自己喜欢做的事的！！

乐观……最近学会了看开及乐观，很多事情发生了，可以有很多不同的面，而我们不一定要只专注于不好的那一面，可以看看那好的一面啊！人生会好过许多！

嘴巴是别人的，你不能捂住它不让它说你的坏话；
眼睛是别人的，它要怎么看你，你总不可能把它给挖出来不再让它看你；
脑袋是别人的，它爱怎么想，你控制不了！


别为这些我们根本无法控制的事情而烦恼吧！多浪费精神及时间！


开心！我发觉自己的人生其实充满了爱……

•.•

不晓得主体应该放什么，纳闷？不明白？有感而发？了解我就请相信我？

不知怎么搞的？我的直觉偶尔告诉我是真的，偶尔却让我感到很不安……

不该去为一些自己无法控制的事而烦恼，这种叫自找烦恼，干嘛要这么折磨自己呢？

快乐是自己给自己的，不是别人给的！

别人给的所谓幸福，不如自己制造的幸福来的实在！

打从心底里，又自信地展现自己的幸福、快乐，这种才是发自内心的幸福，才得以感染身边你所爱的人……

•.•caRroT's bRand nEw yeAr•.•

A year begins with a successful promotional plan is indeed a very good thing to celebrate!
Ha! I got it! I got it! 


There was a long long consideration before a decision was made:


A promotion to an 'internal' Executive was initially confirmed by the first week of Jan 2010. And I was pleased enough to have been granted this! Although this is still far away from what I wished to get. But, what comes around, goes around... I will just take this and perform well, with a hope to be able to outshine myself in the shortest period possible.


Sometimes u will have to believe that miRacLe does exist!


My first miRacLe of year 2010 was that my big boss offered me a higher position than 'internal' Exec before she left the property! I was so touched that she did something for me before she leave! And this position is much nearer to where I wished to be... But, it will be in a different team, doing different thing from my current team. It will be a big challenge to me.. However, I always believe that if I am able to jump out from my comfort zone, I will definitely go far!!


Thanks to those who had been talking to me during the transit period, when I was so clueless whether to accept the new challenge anot. 


Thanks to those who told me that they have confidence in me, that really gave me a great great courage!


Feb 2010 will be a new page in my work life... looking forward to it...
>,^

•.• 哭 •.•

今天我哭了一整天！

原本心情就不大好了，好复杂，好心烦……

于是开了港剧来看，《家好月圆》，我终于开始看了…结果一看，就哭个不停，每一集都在哭，太感人了！

有点羡慕于素秋与阿好自小就感情就特别的好，当秋要前往英国念书时，两人难分难舍，好感人…当于素秋这么多年后，在回港后才拆开多年前阿好写给她的信时的那一幕，令人心酸…

每每荷妈在说道理时，都令我掉泪，看见她的遭遇，真难忍眼里的泪……

我只不过看了六集，哈哈，有排看！现在眼睛好累，因为哭了一整天，哈哈！

知道你没事，那就好……安心了……

希望明天会有好消息啦！

•.• Anything? •.•

•.• Anything happened? I hope you are alright... And hope to hear from you soon too... 

•.•  It's just too hard to swing my hands from the inner part of the water and then up straight to the sky and then back to the water again... I was trying so hard to make it... wihtout giving up.. and finally i made it! That kinda joy is so fulfilling... You were there watching me with another student in front of you, but you did not come over and start any conversation.. Therefore, I started it just before I left. =) Hope to let you see my improvement in the next lesson!

•.• Diamond ring finally existed on one of my jimui's finger! So happy for her! She'll be the first who got engaged with her life partner! And we were all so excited to plan all sorts of parties for her, even though it will be in year 2011! Hahaha.... Yes? Anything? I know I am not the one who get married, I am just simply very happy cos this is really something to be happy about! Ain't it? =)

•.• I am still waiting for the answer from my BIG boss and my other smaller bosses.. Not sure will it be a success story for me? Keeping my fingers crossed!!

•.•魔镜不见了！•.•

Supposed to be extra refreshed when one is back from her super long holiday... But, when she found that her favourite deViL miRroR has GONE MISSING, there goes her day!! 
=..(

Sad of course, angry undeniable, but what else can I do?

Tried finding under the desk, on the desk, everybody's desk, the whole office floor, boxes etc, no way I could find it...

Was thinking of cursing the fella who has stolen it. But, think about it, can I get anything by cursing that person? (yup, maybe some bad karma.. not worth it!) So, instead of being so pissed off with it, I have decided to face it this way:

Since you like my deViL miRroR so much, you can have it. I treat it as doing charity. BUT, I hope that this will be the LAST thing that you would ever steal! In future, perhaps you could just come to me and tell me that you like my thing so much, maybe I will consider of buying one for you, or tell you where you could get it, or even give it straight to you!
=)

Goodbye ler my mirror...
Changing mindset is good! At least I feel much better that way...

Xiao Lei.... It's gone...  sad sad.... 

•.•心底里的牌•.•

This afternoon, went out for tea with the old gang at Papparich, played a card game there. It's called 心灵沟通卡. It reveals what's really hiding deep down in your heart! It's kinda mystical, and accurate...

Without pre-expecting the kinda cards which you will be choosing, you will be surprised, the cards tell you exactly what you wouldn't be brave enough to say out, the fact that you knew yet you wouldn't wanna admit or accept...

After this session, it kinda hints me a lil bit here and there, showing me direction in life, be it my career, love or family. 

Everything happens for a reason, do not blame the past, do not blame anyone • Confess what you have done wrong in the past, do not repeat it • Be brave to face the challenge which you least willing to encounter, you will leave the unsecured situation behind once you overcome it • Face the real you, admit and accept who you are, like and love yourself more • Save the time of suspecting each and everyone around you, it is restless to do so • Let go of unhappiness in the past, you will see a peaceful dReamlanD in the deepest part of caRroT's heart...

(ya.. that's what the cards reveal about caRroT..)

It's been more than a year, I nvr brought it out again as it is disgusting to discuss about; it is painful to remember again; I had nightmares every now and then; it makes me dislike the caRroT in the past! 

But now, caRrot has learnt how to be 'myself', with a lot of remarkable things happened in year 2009, it's time to say goodbye to the ugly past! Say 'welcome' to the joyful dReamLanD of carRoT!!

What is the card in your heart??